I felt like blogging.

Work was super sian this week. Mainly cos I lost my table after the whole reshuffling thing. And without a table u lose all your privacy and you feel so lost. And without the computer you can't use the bank system so you end up doing saikang. As in real saikang k..lets not talk about it. Temporarily putting some stuff in Crystal and Suhaily's place.

I used to thank God non-stop for blessing me with this job. Somehow I'm having my reservations now. The thought of quitting just ran back and forth in my head on Tuesday. Maybe after careful delibeartion, maybe after all the 'scoldings' from my fellow temp girls, maybe after getting numb to doing saikang..I might settle with the idea of staying. Maybe.

Each day I try to go to work with a happy heart. But when I see the ugly things and pick up unreasonable calls from customers, the once-perfect picture I painted becomes tainted and imperfect.

Quotes Blackie from my sec4 lit text: All these things, they're gooey. Something like that. Feel so disillusioned.

And I hate it when my colleagues are on leave and I have to sit at their table (because my table is gone, yeah). The customers call up and expect me to know what my colleague has done when I totally haven't e faintest idea. Then when you tell them the person is on leave and it would be better if I referred him to my officer or otherwise leave a message, they expect me to do the follow-up. I would happily do it for you, if I have an idea of what's happening.

The funniest thing that happened today was some customer called to ask for me. ME okay :) Just a simple and fun-loving temp girl. Kenneth was practically laughing when I gave that shocked look: the are-you-sure-she's-looking-for-me look. Other than that, everyone in my department didn't feel very happy today. Cos of that super duper big customer. Other people's cut-off time if 12 theirs is 5pm. So if their LCs come in at 5 be prepared to camp in the office.

Think that's what some of my colleagues are doing now.

And anyway, coincidentally, all of us in the department had a scolding today, including me. From different people, but coincidentally, regarding issues that are obviously not our fault. And I shan't put it up on world wide web what Sean said about da lao ban today. Totally unedifying, but he probably said it in a spur of the moment.

Save me...from all the manual work and unhappiness.